of a non-earth nature. So, how do we forgive someone who has caused us such pain, spiritually? To forgive someone spiritually we must understand spirituality ourselves. If YOU, the reader, do not have a non-earthly acceptance of a supreme being then I suggest that YOU skip to the next section of this chapter which is the “EMOTIONAL” definition. I will not nor do I judge anyone who does not have a belief that is like unto my own. Otherwise, if YOU have the understanding and personal knowledge or have a suspicion that there is a supreme being who has love for each of His children then continue and read on.

   Being “Spiritual” is so different to each person as is the definition of “normalcy” is to each of us. It is conditioned upon the beliefs of and/or experiences of each person.

   I myself, announce and state that I am a Christian that believes and have personal knowledge of God, the Father, His only begotten Son Jesus Christ, and in the Holy Ghost. (or Holy Spirit as it is sometimes called). I dedicated my life to God as I prayed at an altar when I was six-teen years old in a Christian church in Indiana. Little did I know at that time what I was in store for with my life. I have changed my faith now to the true church I discovered six years later. My life has been a series of ups and downs like anyone's life has been. With all my traumatic experiences in my seventy-four years, I have been the recipient of a mission to write this series of books that Father in Heaven dictates to me. It amazes me of the things and words He places in my heart and mind to type. In July of 2021, my lovely wife of thirty-seven years, Bonnie Rae, was welcomed home by Father to her heavenly home. She gave birth to all of our three wonderful children, Jessica, Jason and Emily. I also have an adult daughter Amy in Seatle, Washington and another adult daughter, Natasha, in Provo, Utah.

After my wife's death, some months later, I started having attacks of paralysis to my left arm to my fingertips and to my left leg to my toes. I had about 30 of these thirty second attacks in a two-week period. I didn't think I was having a heart attack, but I knew I needed to visit the emergency room. They  checked  my vitals and then gave me an MRI to